my perfection
I remember before my first daughter was born, going to a teacher’s conference. I was about 7 months pregnant, enought to be showing, enough where I could feel her wiggling inside me, but not enough to be terrified and miserable, yet. We where excusing ourselves for lunch and I went into the ladies room and I could feel my daughter turning inside me. I remember standing with my back to the wall, holding my stomach and thinking about the little someone within me. I thought, “this will be the only time in your life that I will be able to completely protect you. Right now, I can ensure you everything that you need; but not too long from now you will enter this world…I will try with every ounce of power within me to protect you from harm, but, there is no garentee.”
Her delievery was hard. she was stuck inside me, both of us afraid to leave that perfect place.
My dearest daughters, my love for you is so amazing that sometimes just looking at you moves me to tears. I would gladly give my life, my everything…to ensure your happiness, hope, and trust. However, my sweet girls, I can’t. All I can give you is a promise that He is just, He is faithful, and He love you.
Thank you for my wonderful life!